Today I'm sitting thinking about u it's so hard to go day by day without u I never thought that u would leave me what went wrong baby I always thought it would of been be to go but god has plans for everybody I wish u knew that I am trying hard to bring up our children but it's hard but I know to only be strong with the will of god and u I can do it It's faith that u have to have but I know one day I will see u in heaven my big papa I miss everything we did together and the moments we spend together I miss your hugs and your kisses and are talks we had but I know in heaven we are going to spend moments that are going to be wonderful u are in my mind and in my heart and my soul but I pray that I can get get out of everything that I'm going though I LOVE U SO MUCH BABY I SEND U LOT'S OF KISSES AND HUGS IN HEAVEN <3<3<3<3<3<3<3 YOU WIFE CHATA